Strong enough?

Can't sleep... All of a sudden it feels like I don't wanna do this... But I mean, I've wanted to do this since I was 9. I'm just having cold feets which I understand is normal in this situation. Lying here with my dog Bazze, gonna miss him SOOOO much :'(  In less than 2 hours I have to say goodbye to him and everyone else, GOSH IT HURTS ALREADY!!!! :'(
Am I strong enough for this? Don't know yet...

Just a few hours away...

´The final hours are here... My plane takes off in about 14 hours..... SHIT!
I´m about to live my 12 years old dream! It´s crazy!

 It all started when I was about 9 years old and watched "Sex and the city", I immediately fell in love with the city... For about 7 years I wished to go there before my mum and dad finally gave me and my older sister a weekendtrip to NYC for christmas... We went there and I loved it (if possible) even more! SIICK!!! I LOOOVE THAT city and this will be my 6th time there and this "trip" will last for about 3 years!!!! OH CHEEESES!!!! :D :D :D :D

Of course, I will miss everyone here in Sweden to death! :'(

Stockholm is my past, New York is my future <3

Tough days ahead of me!

Yes, I know that I have some very tough days ahead of me... I mean, all these goodbyes and everything will be very hard! I have already said goodbye to some of my friends and familymembers that I´m not going to see again before I go...
I try to think positive and think about the fact that it´s not the last time I see them (hopefully) but still there are tears every time... I mean, i´m gonna miss everyone soo FREAKING much!
I know that I will cry the first couple of days but I also know that it will all get better and then I will enjoy my new city with Anna and our new friend Ruket :)

So, tomorrow it´s wednesday and then it´s thursday (i´m so smart, right? ;) and thursday is the big day! I´m allmost done with the packing and my bags are FULL!!! Hopefully I won´t find anything more that I need to bring because it won´t fit in my bag!

I might update tomorrow but if not i´ll update as soon as I have time in New York!

<3 Bye for now! <3

It´s the final countdown!

It really is "the final countdown" now...
Yesterday I booked my ticket so i´m going at 9am (swedish time) on thursday and I will land in New York around 12pm (U.S.A time)... It´s CRAZY!!! There´s so many "small" things that has to be done before I go and then I have to meet up with everyone to say "goodbye" (it´s not really a goodbye since we will meet again my dear friends!) I´m just 9 hours away!

I really have to thank GOstudy that made all this come true! Without them all this would still just be a dream for me! They really take care of everything! Jesper Hammar at GOstudy is THE BEST (I´m sure they all are as good as him)! He has helped me sooooo much! THANK YOU!!!!
If you also dream about going abroad to study I really think you should contact GOstudy ( and let them help you to make your dream come true for just 1500 kronor!!!!

It´s time for me to sleep because tomorrow it´s my last day at work!


It´s getting closer!!!

Today it´s 10 freaking days left until i´m moving across the big pond (okay, i´m not totally sure that i´m going on the 31th yet but I REALLY hope that I will.. ) and it´s so freaking CRAZY!

Went to the embassy today which I was SUPER nervous about (don´t know why :S) but as everyone told me it all went GREAT! They told me that I´ll have my passport and my visa within a week :D

It´s getting closer!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Sorry! Busy busy!

I know that it has been a REALLY slow update lately! I'm still so freaking busy with everything that has to be done before i'm moving so there's no time for fun left!! But once I move it will all be better, hopefully :P I mean unless school takes all my time!
The day before yesterday I got my schedule for the first quarter at school! Looking good!!! :D
Time to end this and get busy at work! Bye for now! <3

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